很久没有回家，我那个第一次出国工作的弟弟终于从纽西兰回来。回家看到老样子的妈妈，还有感觉长得比较壮，可是脑筋还是一样固执的弟弟。槟城的家永远有一种沉静美。我想那是因为它是栋老房子，而我都家人除了我都是沉默寡言的人，我的确是例外。
这一次回去特地为他去观音庙烧香，那是我们初一十五都去拜拜的寺庙，我从庙堂前拜到庙堂后，与八个神仙对话，都只是希望我亲爱的朋友可以赶快醒起来，从新开始新的人生。在槟岛，很多旧房子都翻新了，甚至在那条很老的蒜头街，既然那么老又残旧的房子都能翻新，为什么我的好朋友不能有第二次从新开始的生命呢？
当我驾车离开那间建立在教堂隔壁又隔壁的庙宇时，我发现天空是多么的蓝，很久没有看过那么美丽的蓝天了，那肯定是好的象征，我相信。。。

这两天一直在下雨，我们的心也像这个长命雨那样烦操不安。他还没有醒来，我知道，他会醒来的，我相信他与生俱来就有股顽强的生命力，她说he is a tough cookies。不是吗？嘴巴硬，心肠却软得像棉花，是永远让我们感动的好朋友。Alan Cohen说只要选择爱，很多事情宇宙自会安排。嗯，我们都有满满的爱在祈祷，希望他赶快醒来，让我们再次听到他尖酸刻薄的声音。

I just learn about this hand gesture from a spiritual Taiwan’s trainer, Vanessa 

Obama shows Shaka Shaka sign

last weekend. Shaka Shaka is Always used as a greeting or gesture, usually conveying tones of love, family, friend, aloha, togetherness, rightousness, thankful, greatful, blessed, supreme karma. Given freely without anything expected in return, and always from the heart.

It also means “hang loose” and chill out! Make a fist and stick your pinky out and your thumb, twist your wrist back and forth. Next time when you feel down or you want to cheer up somebody, tell them “shaka shaka” with the gesture!

I have never stepped in this area out of my life. It took about 2 and a half hours to reach this “kampung”, after cutting through a fishermen village Kuala Selangor that I have been twice in my life.
There is only one main street and 2 more small streets, the rest are plantations. Most of the residents are in plantation or doing some small business like bakery. The only hair stylist and singer in town also there, together with her golden hair singer husband. I can see her 80’s kind of punky big hair and her hair colour is the most outstanding. She is also the one who dress in sexy top and a long skirt with chunky heels and the rest are pretty simple jeans and t-shirt.
I have to change from my glamorous Kate Spade dress to my dark blue Greyhound jeans, just to build rapport.
I am not sure if they need to have image but I certainly know that they are pretty happy and content though they don’t have any LV or Manolo Blahnik. I am happy of the way they are though they can look a lot better with a little bit of Mineral Make Up and decent combination of colour. Lots of GOLDEN LION hairstyling in this town. If I am there again, the next thing is to change their hair colour and let them have their natural beauty shine through with confidence. Women who knows what they want are always beautiful and powerful, like Goddess, are you one?

Play and theatre is always one of the things that nurture and inspire my life. Tonite, I was shocked to see 3 very interesting and expressive play on human sexuality’s rights. My housemate’s play conveyed certain message on “Loving a person is to accept whatever he or she likes no matter you are a heterosexual or homosexual” Yes, this kind of love is as rare as diamond but ask yourself would you be able to share another site of the bed with another person, regardless of his sex? My answer is no but there are people who can accept this. I guess I am not generous enough to share my lover like the character in the play.
If you are looking forward to see Carmen Soo being a pretty charming actress, you might be disappointed. Her role as a desperate housewife that question on love VS sex is very relevant. If you have a man who is always watching porn and want sex, what can you relate to? Sex machine? She said she is shocked the first time watching porn with him, second time flooded and third, fourth till dozen times, she is heart broken. She started to question about her role. Men out there, if you have that kind of habit,you better ask if this is what she wants too as I think sex could be fun and enjoyable if there is love and care, isn’t it? If women don’t like porn or just the action, than you have to be creative!! Thus I am designing a Rich Goddess workshop to educate women how to express and obtain what they want, inclusive of SEX!!

A lot of people complains about life and questions about the law of attraction. I have been in the same shoes when I have to move out from my previous office and my PA left me out of sudden. I was totally shocked and angry of what happened. Well, after a month I started to realize there is something more beautiful behind waiting for me for what have happened. What I can do is to open my arm and let the universe fold up for me. Is your heart willing to open and listen?